Lost and Busy
This must be the longest break I have taken for this blog.. I have been busy.. busy with almost all things in life.. but in a good way though..
I am now into my fourth week of my writing course.. ( I am doing a 10 weeks online ‘life writing’ course with Oxford University, UK) which I’m now a week behind schedule coz of some trouble with my internet connection… with that, 3 homework and 1 assignment are due .. both my boys loved it when I whined about how much homework I have…
and having spent just a mere 3 weeks doing the course.. I have declare myself a truly ‘sucks’ writer.. and that’s why I have not been writing at all…. things I’ve gained and learnt are just too much to absorb and to be honest.. I have no idea what to do with lots of my blogs..
next is something rather dumb to admit, but I have recently taken on a personal trainer for my gym sessions and darn.. I feel that I have wasted my last 6 months of sweats, time and energy all for nothing.. what I was doing were all shameful wrong.. however, it’s now fun and meaningful…
As for Medan?…. on March 14 is the day that marks my officially full 10 years in this ‘too much to love and too much to hate’ town.. having any local Medanese asking me how long I have been living here and my replied said “10 years?”.. I have seen too many expressions.. and each time I gave my reply.. it’s always a question back to myself …‘why am I still here’
This is hard to explain.. but I am feeling LOST.. so lost that I cannot put into words how lost and confused I am at the moment..
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medankota on January 31st 2010 in Medan Living
medangal responded on 02 Feb 2010 at 10:30 pm #
Vic,
I have been following your blog for awhile, but have never left commen I think you should treasure your family and stop complaining about medan. you have a great life, great family and i cant get why you are still complaining about life, many people have poorer life in medan and they still live well. you will only desert your famili
Medankota responded on 03 Feb 2010 at 7:18 am #
Hi..
I admit that I do complain lots about Medan town, but I dont think I ever complain about my life.. I do treasure my family greatly and am grateful of everything I have.. when I mentioned about moving abroad, it’s actually for all of us and not just me alone.. I have lots of things to do so thats why I am lost in terms of what are the things I should focus on and which I should give up and that leads to me saying that I am ‘lost’.. ^0^